I had been feeling so unhappy and upset lately.. because of my family. I do not know why they behave they way they do, think the way they do. Well, neither am i perfect but at least i dun choke my imperfection onto others. And when i grow up, i dont wanna be the least like them at all.

Today was my breaking point, i cannot take it anymore. My problems, my situations.. i told people around me about it. and they feel sorry for me. The more i talked about my problems the better i feel.. and i cried. So much worries... so much agony... please get away from me.

Thanks for helping me guys.. though its a small initiative. it goes a long way.. it touched my heart deeply.

I wasnt wrong about it at all. Many times i feel that im blessed with a bad memory, most people think its a flaw.. but im nevertheless proud of my bad memory.

Look at quotes of happiness about bad memory:
"One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory"
-Rita Mae Brown

"Happiness is good health and a bad memory"
-Ingrid Bergman

"Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory."
-Albert Schweitzer

"I have memories- but only a fool stores his past in the future"
-David Gerrold

yes, there are good memories in life. But nevertheless, do not live in the past. look forward and walk straight. Dont look back.

No more obligations, no more submitting.
i want freedom
Lots and lots of freedom!
when i move,
move too..

Or leave..

i dun wanna stand your nonsense.

I feel so much freedom now.
Im off from sch stuffs... at least for most of it.
and i feel so single now. >.< if only good friends with a guy friend dont involve feelings.

i used to think being loved is the greatest feeling on earth. But now i beg to differ.. if the guy i love; loves me back then its a great feeling. Either than that..... i rather not have.

Ahh...
lets go out and chill Jordan.

In life there is many people or situations in which we face but we do not like. People who you cant click with, people who talk negative stuffs, people who behave the way they do. When you feel you dont belong then dont force yourself. Because life is too short not to be with those u love and cherish.
When encountering situations you have no choice but to go through it. Just try to enjoy as much as you can. It will pass. and when it pass... remember how much u suffered, so u cherish the current moment.
Forget your worries...
breathe in fresh air..

I dont wanan face these anymore.

F off... u dont know what is love.

love is a two person thing. If u choose to love me one-sided then dont bug me when i fly. Dun weigh me down like u own me. I do what i Want! u have no rights!

Please dont fall in love with me.

I dont want to ever hurt you.

I just want to be with myself.. I wanna experience life with passion and vibe, free to roam. Unless you can move with my flow. Dont.... Come near me.